The hardest thing I've ever done.

[Royloveshiswife]

I'm truly not trying to be cryptic. And I'm not depending solely on prayer. But to be honest, I figure if you're reading this here. You've read the book or plan to do so. I've often said to my friends and family, none of them can advise me on an exact path, as they are not me or married to my spouse. And sadly, I can't do that for anyone here. I try to give (and by doing so, receive) encouragement. I read, re-read, pray and read some more. I work very hard at these things. I'm not trying to go it alone, nor am I asking any of you all to do so. And many of the comments have helped me. And continue to do so. However I have been working on the opening up idea. Just don't quite know how to go about it. So many, I have opened up to, want to blame her alone. I know we're both at fault. And this makes me wary.