I've had the same feelings Ro. Just because your H let his feelings about the M dwindle, doesn't mean *your* heart got that memo.

There is nothing wrong with being in love with your H. It's what you're *supposed* to feel.

Good thing you came here to get it off your chest smile

M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12