"I begged, pleaded, threatened, cried, etc and I thought it worked and brought W back. She lived a fake lie with me for about 2 months pretending all was well. "
You know she could very well have been trying and it was real. But she either felt guilty or smothered by you and had to leave again.
You don't need to be patient but compassionate as well. Try and see things from her POV.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
