I'm too scared to listen to my intuition because my intuition says everything will be alright!
I understand this very well...but know that when you stop fearing...it all flows easier, your changes come easier, stick better...your motivation morphs into just "being" your changes (with a lot of self-checking in...
My intuition regarding my M could be wrong, but when I go with it (that it will be okay)the panic and stress subsides. I can then be a better T^2, and that is what will bring W and R back (this has finally been beaten into my mind/ego).
I can see how that works but I am not comfortable believing it yet, I am however trying to act AS IF it's going to be alright.
So my intuition says it's going to be alright but I don't want to believe it yet so I'm acting AS IF it's going to be alright - yeah that makes sense!!!!!
