I'm too scared to listen to my intuition because my intuition says everything will be alright!
I understand this very well...but know that when you stop fearing...it all flows easier, your changes come easier, stick better...your motivation morphs into just "being" your changes (with a lot of self-checking in...
My intuition regarding my M could be wrong, but when I go with it (that it will be okay0, the panic and stress subsides. I can then be a better T^2, and that is what will bring W and R back (this has finally been beaten into my mind/ego).
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm