You're right, Rick. I think it's good to "share". H needs to hear some of my concerns, too. And even though he seems to dismiss any of my feelings, I hope he is still taking mental notes of some kind.
Right now he still makes it out to be all about him. That's fine. I hope one day he'll realize that I'm a human being with feelings, too. And that he's dragged me through mud in the past few months. He was the one who decided to have an EA and still doesn't seem think there is anything wrong with it. He thinks he is the victim and I'm the villain. I'm getting tired being portrayed as a monster. We do have a long road ahead of us. (sigh)
The conversation ended with H telling me that he doesn't know if he will ever forgive me, because he was sure I would not let us get to this point. Well, if he wants to move forward, he will have to do that eventually. But for now - baby steps.
