What I do know is this situation is not domineering my life as it has in the past
I love her more than anything, but I have learnt that I cannot force or control how she feels or thinks, it has been a long, hard journey, but I'm at peace with myself
We are speaking or texting daily, all started from her
Am I hopeful? Yes But I'm not expecting anything other than friendship
I love her so much, but if I cannot be with her, I respect her wishes
