I think it takes great courage to be able to honestly feel uncomfortable and sometimes overwhelming emotions without getting utterly lost in them. It speaks of emotional maturity that will serve you well as you go on to other pursuits and Rs in your life. I also think it is positive that you are able to recover quickly from strong bouts of sadness and anger. It shows that you are getting through it one day at a time.
Sometimes it helps me to laugh at my own sadness. The other day I was doing dishes and felt compelled to sing Mr. Sandman at the top of my lungs while sobbing and crying. "Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream [sob, sob, cry, cry]. Make him the cutest that I've ever seen [wail, wail, rend my hair]. Give him two lips..." Well, you get the point. I ended up laughing and crying at the same time and it actually felt good. Yeah, I'm nuts like that. Anyway, you seem to know who you are and what you value, even if you're not exactly sure what your destination is yet. Good luck.
M:37; H:37; M:10 years;T:13 years;no kids. Bomb ("I love you, but don't feel things for you I should":1/08/12 Separated (H living with various friends:1/18/12 Separated (H rented his own apartment:3/4/12
