Hey P, hope your day 2 goes well. I'm sure you'll get the morning routine down soon!
I know this goes into the "mind-reading" category but for me, I couldn't imagine being able to turn around and say good-bye to my son in that situation without crying. I'm sorry it hurts but I seriously doubt it has to do with you. Your H has his own issues that he's dealing with. Sometimes were just collateral damage. Still hurts though.
Have a great day and hope you enjoy your job!
Me:45, W:45 S:16 D:13 M:22, T:25 Bomb: July 2010 Putting finances in order for "D" Continue to live in same home-separate rooms