Why does this have to be so hard?? Why do I keep fighting for something that she has clearly stated she doesn't want anymore?? Why does it seem like living with a WAW who has mentally, but not physically, walked away, sometimes seem harder than if she actually walked away?? When do I stop fighting for this and file the paperwork?? How will I know when it is time to give up, since I've never given up at anything, and I never lose??
Then I go check on the boys, and see their sleeping, adorable faces and remember why...
M36 W35 S8 S5 M11 T17 ILYB Bomb: 01/25/12 Still living in the same house, sharing the same bed, trying to make it better
What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the Master calls a butterfly."
