We talked on the phone this morning n laughed about stuff the kids do. S3 says, daddy let me give u a hug n a kiss. S3 kisses the cell and hugs himself Our talks are so mellow now. We're not as guarded. Every week it's easier to see him n talk to him. I'm beginning to miss him again . I wonder if he feels the same. He says he notices I've changed and he appreciates it. I think he's convinced I'm a better person but he still talks about our future apart. Makes me sad but I just roll with it, hoping these changes in our rapport n behavior will also bring about changes in our relationship. God give me the strength to be a better person for myself so that I may be a better mom for my children. God help me to detach and enjoy my present.
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
. I wonder if he feels the same. He says he notices I've changed and he appreciates it. I think he's convinced I'm a better person but he still talks about our future apart. Makes me sad but I just roll with it, hoping these changes in our rapport n behavior will also bring about changes in our relationship. 
