37 year old virgin!

[lea74]

So thank you all for your input - I really appreciate it. A couple of things I have noticed and realised is, KML, you are spot on here. He seems to have tried to guilt me here and sulked when he didnt get his own way (in fact I can picture his face when I left and there was definitely a bit of a sulk there). Interestingly exactly like my xH. Who also used to sulk and behave like a baby when he didnt get what he wanted and then made me feel guilty. TBH I have been feeling a little bad for the last few weeks for making him (coach) feel rejected and thought perhaps I was at fault. Am now really mad at myself for falling into my old ways of trying to be a pleaser and make sure others are okay, generally at my own expense. Thank goodness I have now noticed this very self destructive habit of mine - it wont happen again.

Also regarding websites, I do know alot of people (in fact my mom is one of them) who have met some wonderful people online. I think you just need to proceed with caution and always go with your gut. My preference would be to meet someone who is perhaps a friend first, but am happy to look at all options.

So it may have been a bad start but it can only get better from here and am looking forward to the dating process.

hugs everyone.