In a few days I'll give you my digits and you WILL have a DB friend to call!!
Hang in there!
I think everyone is right about the shark eyes and being "away" from your sitch for a while. I think that everything tends to pile up and hit us before we realize it.
I think alot of what you said makes perfect since, about his anger and not having OW to distract him.
I know what you mean about just knowing and feeling that something deep within you keeps telling you this is just not the end for "us". I still believe that, even if D happens, H and I still aren't done. Those walls will come down, the love will come through, and they will regret their choices!
Keep up the great work and eventually he will realize the new purg isn't going anywhere!!
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