I think its the eyes that are more painful then the words or the freakin papers. Seeing that blank stare like they are possessed - you know when they have eyes like that nothing you say can or do to get through to them. It is so so hard. (((Purg))) I have seen those eyes too.

What BF said is right on. This is a obstacle and we just need to keep on, all these obstacles give us an opportunitity to show them how cool we can be even under extreme circumstance.

You are not signing these papers yet, just move forward slowly - we will help find more ways to delay it.


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13