Ok, so here's where I am tonight, I'm home........alone.......cleaning up after a great weekend with the kids, thinking about W and OM spending time with my kids tonight........and right now it's killing me. W picked up kids tonight and she sent a text saying if they behaved they would be making brownies when they got home......and while I am happy about them having a good time with mom, why the h*ll does it have to be this way? I know it is this way, but why? Bad night ......dying inside.........broken.......feel like humpty dumpty, where are all the kings horses and all the kings men? I need to be put back together again!
