I noticed you said you had ordered the DR book. Have you rad it yet? If so re-read the LRT section. Heck read it every night if you have to. Have you read Crimson's thread here? It might give you some encouragement.
Thanks for responding labug. I haven't received the book yet. Bought it used from amazon but shipping's taking forever. I've read Crimson's thread(s) from top to bottom and have it on my watched list. It's no doubt been an inspiration of will power and patience.
Am I really in LRT mode right now? Just last week my W gave me a card with some very sincere apology and other nice things, mainly stating that she's noticed many of my 180s. Sure, things got a bit sidetracked after that, but I'm not sure about it yet. I guess until I get the book and read it, I'll just continue staying dark and working on myself. Have another cooking class this weekend so that will be fun.
M:28 | W:28 | T:4.5 | M:2.5 | No Children EA1 Uncovered: Jun 2011 EA2 Uncovered: 2011-09-29 S: 2011-09-29 I'm moving on: 2012-05-08 My story: http://bit.ly/K3ttPM
