Oh, I know just what you mean. It's hard to be strong all the time, especially when our spouse's behavior is so distant and cold. I'm usually strong, too, and then I just lose it. At least you lost it after he left. You're doing really great. The tears are natural. You would have to be a robot not to feel anything. Sigh. This journey isn't easy, is it?

Mimi


M:37; H:37; M:10 years;T:13 years;no kids.
Bomb ("I love you, but don't feel things for you I should":1/08/12
Separated (H living with various friends:1/18/12
Separated (H rented his own apartment:3/4/12