DG: I am not super-familiar with your sitch, I just wanted to say... re: FB add attempt and lousy explanation.. don't let that steal your thunder.

I think it's so admirable (but sorry you feel you've gotten to the point) that you seem like your able to detach.

Also, re: your friend, could you maybe make a pact with youself to save for a trip to visit him one day. Even if you save for over a year, it would be a fun GAL activity smile