Separation Helped So Far..

[anyhope]

No, I did not. He did call but didnt mention it, I kept thinking if I should mention it or not but decided not to because I was curious to see if he would bring it up on the 14th. He did call on the 14th to wish happy Valentines.. Even thats a step from him as he doesnt 'celebrate' Valentines. Though lately he takes every opportunity to call, so Valentines was just another perfect reason to pick up the phone. Even now he just sent me a text saying how he just ate too much... I mean sometimes it really sickens me how he'd initiate small talk.. I guess it depends on my mood, because sometimes I'm fine with small talk and other times I wish I was right by him and when he says something insignificant like that I wish I could just hit him in the head with a frying pan lol.. I wouldnt do that, but you know what I mean.. After all the pain I went through there are just too many unanswered questions. Especially if he wants to reconcile (which he does) I just dont see how he can think that saying 'what happened happened and we cant change the past' will cut it... Really leaves me speechless.

Anyways hope you had a good Valentines Day despite him not calling. It is the one holiday where going through something like this is not pretty, especially if you suspect he goes all out for ow :-/