My Sitch/any better ideas than going dark?

[Broken74]

Thanks Yas, I really appreciate the kind words my friend. I agree with what you are saying. I actually failed to mention, the bracelet that I gave her I handmade myself and she really appreciated it, so I didn't really go the standard commercial route and somewhat implemented your suggestion. She asked me how I made it and seemed really touched by that item specifically. I appreciate your suggestion as it was well though and against the grain of my prior gift giving. Things were improving until I sent the negative emotionally charged picture late Valentines evening after looking at the affair evidence for a couple of hours... Not a wise move and I haven't spoke to her since.

I appreciate your taking the time to keep up with my sitch Yas, I'm going to check yours out and see if I can provide you any kind words or opinion. I take it easy on my opinions since I know I still don't get this and am such a mess. The only way I've been able to detach is to be angry about my sitch, it's worked for almost 4 days now, but that hasn't kept me from crying every night when I lie in bed alone and can't sleep.

If I don't end up using all my sessions I'll see if I can send them your way man. Thanks again!