Closure would be great Broken, and intellectually I am very close but emotionally I haven't been able to make that 18 inch journey from my head to my heart. I still miss her a lot, and when I see her I can't imagine anything more beautiful ...........and then she opens up her mouth and unfortunately the beauty fades. I am currently arranging things so that I don't have to see her very often which has been quite challenging with children. I am told that with time closure will come and I can say that I can see it off in the distance. I pray for no more detours and smooth passage to the other side.