I think I have dropped the rope or at least have started to. Today when picking up daughter at W's place, I felt no attraction to her at all. In fact, I am almost repulsed. It's sad, she really is looking horrible and is not taking care of her own hygiene.
I feel bed for her, but she is making those decisions for her life.
Last night I got hit on by 3 beautiful women. It was a nice ego boost and I am not going to pursue anything as I am not ready and am still married.
M:35 W:33 M: 5 yrs. Daughter: 2 yr .7/11/10 D Final: 8/7/12