The fact is I do care. I'm steeping out of the way so she has the total freedom to figure her entire life out, know herself, choose what she wants and doesn't want in her life, and if she shows me she wants me in her life then I'm willing to hear what she has to say. Until then I'm walking down a new road and I am going to hit it full blast until my number comes up....sans speedo.
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It sounds to me like your latest decision has been "brewing" for some time now and you are taking control of your life and letting go.
Good for you!
PS - are you sure you want to do this w/o your speedos?
LABug has forever branded me with the speedo tag!
Seriously, I'm moving forward this way but I have to admit its step by step process. Its one of those things that I believe to be the right course to take and I'm nervous about it, and each step requires me to stay on top of my mindset & emotions, keep in constant prayer and listening for divine whispers. And I feel that she is going to try and turn this around against me but I'm done with being cautious because of other people's issues. I'm walking through a minefield with pepper spray in my eyes but strangely feel good about it.
