I am too... today is xOW's bday (call her x so that in your mind she is a part of yesterday). Although in her country, she celbrated yesterday. I couldn't help it, I have been so curious about whether H greeted her or not. But I will hold my tongue. Especially since.....
H is leaving for a business trip to her country tomorrow. He will be staying there for 4 days 9its really far, 30 hrs from the US).
At least he will be traveling with his boss. So thats good, he might not be able to get away too much. Actually, I don't even know if she is there, according to my spy she hasn't heard yet if she is there or not.
Again, I could only trust and pray. And not do anything befor ehe leaves to make our sitch bad.
So whatever I feel, even if I am seething inside, outwardly I try to be all sweetness and light.....
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go