The Last Resort, 2weeks and nothing :(

[2chiquitos]

Thank u purg. I just got off the phone w him and before his call I was crying. He had no idea and told me about his day w S3 in a happy-go-lucky way.

I hate that I can't talk to him and he's not there for me. I hate that I lost my support. I'm packing for a weekend trip to the snow w my little ones and I hate I'm doing it alone. I keep telling myself "when these 2 days are over I can say I did this without his help.". I keep crying as I'm packing cuz I get a lot of anxiety when I pack. It's my OCD cuz I stress that I might not pack enough or forget something. Then when I do, I beat myself up about it. Something I need to work on, I'm my own worst critic.