"a little sad today. today i can't even remember what it feels like to have H love me. i don't remember what if feels like to have love and affection.. or have that connection with someone. H and i use to have this way of saying i love you without actually saying it (by blinking at each other.. i know it sounds stupid). i remember the action.. i don't remember what it felt like doing the action. that's what's making me sad."

Agree^^^^^. Not that we used to blink at each other, but we had our own special 'way' too. Try to enjoy yourself, even though you miss the babies. I know what you mean about them changing so quickly- I came home and saw the baby asleep I'd swear he grew in the 2 weeks I was gone!

Sending you good vibes for thrift store finds!!!
(((BF)))


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12