Just spending time with the kids. S10 has his derby races for scouts tomorrow, he told me just becore going to bed that he doesn't know if he wants Mom to come. When I asked him why he said because she probably won't show up anyway so if he doesn't want her there then it will be ok..........stupid woman! Otherwise I am just keeping on keeping on, just putting one foot in front of the other. Trying to move forward, fighting like h*ll not to move backwards. Thanks for everything.
