Waiting for the tides to change - 2

[BFloat]

update..

so when H came back after picking up S i was getting ready to leave (as has been the routine the past couple of times). H asked if i wanted to stay and have dinner. now i'm really thinking.. what's up????

so i decided to stay for a bit. watched him play with the kids. chatted w/ D as she's running around the living room all excited. then H lays on the living room floor and says he would sleep on the floor at K's place but he doesn't trust it. goes on to tell me he brought towels home from work so he can step on it after a shower... K is such a bachelor..

ugh.. yeah. obviously leaving us was the better choice right?

anyway, i decided not to wait for dinner because it was sort of weird. we made small talk and there were moments of normalness but, H wasn't talking to me all that much (not that i expected him to be all warm and friendly.. it was just.. *shrug*). i ate some of the food he had made (because he really wanted me to try it) and i said it was good. it really was. then i gave the kids hugs and kisses and then left.

i am so baffled. i am just waiting for the other shoe to drop. seriously! i'd rather he be an a*&.. i'd be less nervous.

trying to put it out of my mind because it could be absolutely nothing. or maybe he wants to announce he's moving to be w/ OW.. or maybe he wants to join the circus.. or maybe he's decided to start wearing speedos.. who the heck knows?? NO THINKING!