today I called my softball coach and told him I wanted back on the team for spring season...and I joined a running group that starts tomorrow morning. Im getting back to me...I know I cant wallow in this mudd with him.. I am moving on, but the past couple of days have been painfull. thankfull I was clear headed enough to know and remember what I went throught 4 months ago and know that I dont want to ever go back there again.

We are moving on and living life. I sucked it up and sent him an ecard that said Congratulatios...W and S14 (by name not actually W and S14..) good for him, hes sober and healthy physically. Mentally??? thats his problem...

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...