I've come to that decision this morning that as hard as it is I need to put my needs/wants to the back burner. It's just driving me crazy to try to get them met right now anyway...he ain't buying it. So I'll give them up for now. And go back to not expecting anything.
Boy do I need some fun. Going out tonight!
Alaskangal, thanks for your help. I seem to be a little more in control this morning. Ijust got wrapped in me...loosing sight of the objective...to be married not right.
