Have you read all our posts? Have you thought about them? What are you doing for yourself? you have a very low self esteem, based on your statement
" I guess I am good enough for that".
All of your posts are about your H, and what he did for you. And also, even with all that we have been saying, you are still mind reading and second guessing and guaranteeing what you cannot see.
Again, I ask you, what is the purpose of that? What does it gain you, in your sitch, to think of all of that?
Have you gone to counseling? or call a DB coach?
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
