Continue on your journey here. She is on an entirely different journey. Of course her receiving the roses is going to hurt. I would be livid, but come here to vent. Not too long ago I would come home after a night out with friends, just to find the ever-present specter of depression and anguish waiting for me. That will improve in time - no advice can change that. I found jumping on this board to offer some salvation late at night. It will get better - one way or the other.
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13