I wish I could get back to a point where my W and I could just talk to one another. We never used to have a problem with doing the simplest things like making small talk or eating, but now it's like we can't do anything together.

So not only am I having a hard time detaching, but also finding out that "someone" had sent her a dozen roses for Valentine's Day. My mind is going a hundred miles and hour without any sign of slowing down. People keep telling me that it will get better. My question is when cause I don't see it.


Me36, W38
S12, S3
T20, M4
Bomb dropped 8/18/11
Moved out 8/18/11
Filed for D 10/20/11
OM Confirmed 11/5/11