well h showed up at my office 10 minutes ago madder than a hornet. Told me to come outside and gets sons stuff since it was apparent I didn't want to come by his place anymore. He gave me stuff, made to walk to my car but I said was locked that i would take to my office...he said go in and get keys! So I get keys unlock van and try to remain pleasant say I'm glad you brought the stuff s11 will be glad to get it cause he's been getting withdrawals not playing his ps2. H says well maybe you need to get them something else to do besides sitting on their butts playing games...hey why don't you have them go out back and drink with your dad and brother since sons can't come to my place every Sunday! I just shake my head and then walk back toward the door to the building. H walks to his car saying something about f*****g around and do the damn thing. I say what did you say. H says you heard me!
I go inside call his apartment to say he's right I don't want to come over to his place, be with him since he has no idea what he wants. First it's come, then it's go, then it's call then it's don't call....it hurts me to be treated like a dog and I don't want to come to his place to get hurt. so until some behavior changes, I can't make any more steps toward him. For example today the way you talked to me, you have nothing good to say about me and that is something that has not changed! I hung up.
Well it looks like if I don't give in and be what he wants I'm going to get the d. Maybe I should just surrender and call, sleep with him, tell him all my whereabouts, etc so he can come home. Cindy
