H requested to meet me to talk this morning. We met and talked some, argued some, cried some. I found out he has been checking my phone records even more extensively than I realized. He also said he was afraid to lose me, and he still loves me.
While I am very happy he actually seems to want to work on things, I have to admit I am still very hesitant and nervous. I hate feeling this way, but this is such a sudden, dramatic turnaround it doesn't feel real. Is this normal?!
I think part of my fear is that H isn't 'there' yet. He was still playing the blame game when we talked, and he still struggles with taking responsibility. Is this something that will come later, or should I expect more now?
I've been doing this for so long, I am utterly confused on what to do next. Any thoughts and/or advice would be greatly appreciated.
