Moving forward together and piecing

[angel61]

I am so happy for you, CTflor. You seem to be more calm and peaceful now. I know your fear, I am going through the same thing. And its true, me and H go through periods where I feel really happy, and I can see he does go through those as well. Then we have times where we are more distant, then sometimes triggers come in for me and I feel angry and want to start up a fight. This morning I felt that way, but managed to stop before any harm could be done.

I am thinking that because of what we have gone through, we tend to be so observant of everything we feel. Its OK for now, as we do need to monitor to avid major breakdowns. But in the long run, we have to learn to be carefree again....