This is not a good morning . I woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep. What I hate about this is that I get a lot of triggers and as much as I try to shake them off or I try looking at positive aspects in my life, they control my mind and affect my morning. I had very little patience so when it was time to wrap things up at home and get S3 to school I could feel a huge knot in my throat. The last thing I want to do is lose my patience w my kids so I just did what I had to do and prayed aloud.
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
. I woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep. What I hate about this is that I get a lot of triggers and as much as I try to shake them off or I try looking at positive aspects in my life, they control my mind and affect my morning. I had very little patience so when it was time to wrap things up at home and get S3 to school I could feel a huge knot in my throat. The last thing I want to do is lose my patience w my kids so I just did what I had to do and prayed aloud.
