Right after going off line my h called wanting kids. So agreed to meet him in town in half and hour. Then my renter says he'll meet me at the same place in half an hour too.
So when h drove up he saw me talking to a good looking guy in a really nice pick up. H didn't say anything didn't ask just sat in his car while om drove away. (The om is actually my renter just paying me his rent....but I'm sure h asked kids who og was.)
H sat in car didn't make any conversation or attempt to talk to me. Nor did I talk to him. Got kids in car and h drove away.
It's so hard to want someone that very obviously doesn't want you. H tried to say that he just got home at 10am this morning...I didn't ask though I was tempted to say "out all night?"...but I'm sure it was only to get groceries early this morning.
Oh, well...h changes his mind quite frequently...who knows after h saw me with this og maybe he'll start thinking about what it will be like for me to have another man in my life as well as another father for his sons. Let h think about that!
