tpc,

That's why we are told to "trust in the Lord with all of our heart, and lean not to our own understanding."

Our puny minds cannot fathom the depth of God's intelligence, nor His love for us.

I'm sorry you're hurting. Instead of asking Him to SHOW you things, just ask Him to HOLD you . . . that always worked for me in my darkest times.

Starsky

M57 W 57; D30 D28 S24 S20 GD7 GD2 GD1 GD5m GD1m
BD 5/07; W's affair 5/07-8/07

At the end of every hard-earned day, people gotta find some reason to believe. (Bruce Springsteen)