Yep, I'm insane with FEAR! Fear that what I'm about to do will drive my h away. Fear that I'll cave in and give him what he wants then have to settle for the same old r.
I just wish I could stop wanting this man! From all indications, he not going to change and he's not good for me but alas I love him.
Pray that I harden my heart against him cause I'm sure he's going to apply pressure.
