Hello 25,

Thanks for your imput. The things I have mentioned about church I have never said to her directly. Those were my personal thoughts as to why. (I know I should GAL instead of worrying as to why) She was the one who got me to go to church which I thank her for. Look I don't go throwing religion around im no better than anyone else. I was just wondering why it all stopped and I know my wife it's guilt. I just think it would be good for her. (once again something else I haven't said to her but I also think it's good for all)


I've been nothing but sweet and kind since the bomb was dropped 10 months ago. 90% or greater of the men in my shoes would have thrown up their hands and taken the easy road out. I'm still fighting working on myself I truly am a changed man.
I realize all the stuff/[censored] in the world means nothing the only thing thats important is my wife, son & family.


180%

I have stopped pursuing, I think before speaking, I have realized I must let the small things in life go. I've become more patient. (outside of that I the perfect catch wink

GAL

As I mentioned I do need to do more of this but I need a flexible work schedule so activities serveral times a week is hard. Here's what I do work out 5 days a week, hang out with friends, go to ball games, coached youth football, of course go to church.