Are we gonna have to come all the way over there and beat your a$$? LOl...
Chill..no I really mean it...CHIILL the eff out!!Right now you are so unattractive to her and yourself. This board is here for a reason: this is an incredibly difficult part of your life and if you let them, the folks here will make sure you make through the forthcoming weeks or months.
I don't say this to be mean, I promise. Look at my first couple of post from only two months ago. I was there too. Its still very hard somedays,but you know what? My friends I have here on this board NEVER let me down! Drop the rope my friend...but not the soap:)
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13