Waiting for the tides to change - 2

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thank you everyone! i had an awesome night.. all by myself. i ended up watching "never been kissed" because it cracks me up to watch drew barrymore going back to highschool trying to fit in. i ate yummy chocolate strawberries.. and now i have even darker, lushes locks! lol

so today was interesting. yesterday when H and i exchanged some txts (because he took S to school) i mentioned i had dr's appt for today. he asked what time and i said 920. then he said.. see you there because i have an appt at 910!

went to the dr's after dropping off S. H was not in waiting room. obviously was in for his appt as it was already 910. when he came out, D was so happy to see him. and of course he sat with her while i went in for my appt. afterwards, he asked if we were going for breakfast (b/c D was asking for hashbrowns). i said maybe. then he asked if i wanted to go have coffee and breakfast.

we ended up at McD's because they have a play area and the hashbrowns D likes. i know he was so happy to have that time to play w/ her and all. H mentioned that the person he is staying w/ will be leaving soon for NZ. i didn't want to pry and ask what he was planning on doing afterwards (since he has been sleeping on their couch). H also made a funny comment about going back to sleep in his sleeping bag. i didn't know what to say so i said "at least it's warm" (because today was cold again!). hahaha.. i could have said.. oh so sad.. poor you.. you left your family and nice home and now you have to sleep in a sleeping bag... :P but i refrained.

anyway, it was nice. what's different from before is that he seemed happy to be there. obviously because he misses the kids but.. i'm glad he's appreciating the moments with them and hopefully realizing how much they miss him too. also, the way he looks at me is different. more vulnerable rather than the defensive, bored, "shark eyes". eh. tomorrow is another day. i'm not dwelling. i made first move to leave saying D and i were going to run errands before picking up S from school. we did share a laugh at one of the photos H took of D. she seriously looks possessed. it's hilarious.

making plans for the weekend! GAL and detaching.. really is the only way to go. it's keeping me sane!!