Psluke,

Thanks for the encouragement. I can sure use it...feel like I was just kicked in the teeth.

How will h make changes if he wont' get help? I try so hard to db, ask for feedback, get none. Have no idea where to go with this! My h is still an [censored], unresponsive, unaffectionate, etc....do I just settle for that and he comes home?

I feel as though he thinks I'm a doormat...that he can treat me any way he wants cause he knows how desperately I want our m to work! I guess now I really need to just blow him off....or what?

Cindy