All that is mindreading. You don't know what your W is thinking from one moment and the next so it doesn't do any good analyzing everything. I know it's very natural to do, but it doesn't do any good.
Instead, how about just living. Just be with her when you can. Just understand her and support her. Women want someone whom they feel safe enough with to open up to.
"what I know her feelings are."
Right now between your W's state of mind and you trying to figure things out, neither of you seem to know what her feelings are. When you start overthinking everything, you jump right back on that rollercoaster. And when she acts in a way you didn't expect, you get anxious. No sense in analyzing nonsense.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
