What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

I don't know why she says the things she says. Last week she tells me that we need to move on and that it is for the best. The best for who? Me, her, our kids, who? She says that she has done too much and that we have nothing to build on. Wait, so a M and home and two kids and 20 years together is nothing to build on? What the hell does it take to have something to build on?

Needless to say I'm very frustrated at this point. I love my W and love every moment I get to spend with the kids, but everything she says just eats away at me and I hate the times when I don't have my kids.

Last weekend, my W invited me to dinner with her and the kids last weekend. I was sick, so I didn't go, but why would she even offer. She's stated many times that she doesn't want me to get the wrong idea or give me or our kids false hope, so why ask to go out to dinner together? Even my oldest doesn't understand why she invited me. And why is she even going out to dinner if she is so broke?