It's been a few days since I posted...last night the W brought up the relationship and what she thinks. She reiterated the ILYB but she also said she's content with the relationship because she still enjoys being together, spending time together, raising the boys together, even though the connection isn't there and she doesn't want to be in a sexual relationship anymore. She said she doesn't want to be with someone else, doesn't want to separate/divorce, just isn't really happy where she is, but it's better than not being together. I asked her if she could see a possibility (however faint or distant) that we could rekindle the spark, find the connection again and she said no because it hasn't been there for a long time and she can't see how it can come back.
Being with her is better than being apart (especially for our sons). We don't argue much (normally the only time we do is normal stuff about raising the boys), we aren't hostile/mean towards each other ever, we truly are very good friends.
I just don't know if that is enough for me?? Frustrated...
M36 W35 S8 S5 M11 T17 ILYB Bomb: 01/25/12 Still living in the same house, sharing the same bed, trying to make it better
What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the Master calls a butterfly."
