Today [censored]. It was yet again one of those days where it was a good day and a difficult day, all in one. When H and I were together, we really never celebrated this day...maybe exchanged cards and I might get flowers... but nothing big. For some reason though, not being with H or even talking with H today has made seeing and hearing about all the Valentine's hoopla that much worse. It's frustrating to me. I've come SO far since that awful night in August. GAL? Well, I got a life (and I love it too!)...Codependency? No more. Tears about all of this and the poor me's? They're at an all time minimum. Yet, days like today, I'm at a loss. I just don't know how to work through them yet. I know that I'm in the process of D. Realistically, I am ALWAYS aware of that. However, I also know that I honestly have NOTHING to lose by trying DB. We didn't come into our problems in a day, so there's no reason to think we'll overcome them in a day. It's just the in between times that make it really hard. Guess it's a glass of red wine, a bubble bath and some Bible (and DR) time for me tonight. Tomorrow's a new day. For all of us on this BB, I just want to say Happy Valentine's Day (that way, you can say someone sent those happy tidings your way too )
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