Been there LL-sitting at home waiting for the phone to ring. Hoping H will call nad want to be with me.
He didn't call, so I started calling him to set things up. He'll go when I ask, but there's no spark in him.
My 180 will be to let him initiate most our outtings (we'll see if he even does one!)
My other 180 is to quit calling him so much-like every day. I want to wait for him to call me. Hell may freeze over first.
Oh yeah, the most important 180 is to start liking me and not letting how he treats me dictate how I feel about myself.
I'm not twitching yet from not calling him, so that's good. Last we talked he was suppose to call me today. I just made plans to go to a movie with my D tonight. Big 180.
Now.....to stop wondering what he'll be doing. Rachael
