i think you're just feeling what so many of us do. i also really hate it when H asks for an answer to trivial thing.. so that they don't have to take any responsibility over making a choice. i usually say.. whatever you think is best now.
as for the moving, is there a way to fix up your place so that it feels like a new home? rearranging furniture.. paint.. to make it your space w/ your Ds? i'm working on that too.
it's tough! (((( )))) i think that's why i went to LRT a few weeks ago. to protect myself. and now i still have sad moments but not nearly as attached as i was before. i'm just starting to be friendlier now w/ H. at my pace. feels much better because i feel more in control.
focus on your girls. they are the best medicine.
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11
